Archive for October 2011

Filling The Terms


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I remembered that somebody told that there needs to be at least 5 posts by today. Oh, I know, that would be my ICTL teacher, Puan Aidayani. So, this posts is just to fill the terms.

✓ Terms And Conditions Applied

Daaaaaaa...


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I had no idea what I should post right now because I've just lost the paper which on it was written a poem that I just wrote this evening. And surprisingly, I totally forgot what I wrote. Not even a single word from it cross my mind. So, instead of trying to crack my head, I choose to make a short post instead and spent time updating something else, that would be FB since that the only one I have besides blog, and checking Celldweller’s (my idol) latest blog post, that would be March 10, 2011. I know how it sounded like. It’s a new record of the longest time not updating blog. The last time he did it, it was for three months and he left all of them, and I meant all seriously. Blog, FB, Twitter, MySpace YouTube Page and everything. At least this time he updated his FB...


Don't Believe Me?!
See?! Only FB 
PS: That's what I call Mini Klayton (Celldweller). He always use it to replace him.
Mini Klayton - Cute!!!
Klayton - The most Amazing guy!
I LOVE THEM BOTH!!!!!

Life


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Have you ever think about life?
Well I have. In fact, I even made a poem for it.
Here it is...


Life gave us smiles
Life gave us laughter
But at the same time
Life is cruel
Life is mean

You may feel the joy
Of being at cloud nine
And all the sudden
You’re having a long trip
Falling off the sky so high
You could fall into the ocean
And hope for someone to save you
Or you could fall on land
Where everything’s too late

When you’re rising
You could choose to go right or left
You could make your own path
But when you’re falling
You will still be even if you fight
There’s nothing you can do but let fate decide

But don’t blame life
Nor claim they’re innocent
Don’t hate life
Don’t love them either
Because actually
Life is just too complicated.....

My Tears For Her Happiness


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Have you ever loved someone?
It’s not the love that involves a ring,
It involves a true friendship.

Having to love someone so much
That you cried all night long
When you found out that she’s leaving
Though she had known you
For not even a year,
But you felt her closer
Than those who you’ve known for so long
Even closer than your family
It felt like you can’t live without her.

There’s a choice you need to make between
Making her to stay so that you’re happy
But she’ll suffer
Or letting her go so that she’s happy
But you’ll suffer even worse.
It seems that acting like you’re fine
With her leaving you was the right decision.

Having to cry every night
And hiding those tears from her are found very hard
But if you cared about her so much
You will drown yourself just to see her smile.
And when she’s gone,
Things will never be the same
Cause a true friendship is one in a billion.

Crying and drowning in tears
Are the sacrifices you have to make to give her a better life.

I made this poem for a friend of mine a day before she left me. That's about a few months ago. I've posted it on FB. But I'm pretty sure she didn't know about it. She have a lot of other things to do than to look at my notes.


First Of All...


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I'm bored... Right now, I have absolutely nothing to do.


"Don't waste time!" that's what I've always heard.
People around me always tells me to never time pass by doing nothing and to fill my time by doing something.
And while they're making a long speech about it by repeating the same thing in thousands of different ways again and again and again and again, I just sit over there not giving a damn quietly cause I'm not allowed to say a word.
I can't ask any question. So all of my curiosity just stays in my head.
But there's one, in particular, had constantly trying to get out.
It goes like this "If I  have to fill my time doing something, and nothing is all I have left to do, What should I do?..."
That question had never been answered and I guess, they'll  never gonna answer that. To them it's a ridiculous query, but to the spirit of inquiry of some people, it meant a lot.


Now, lets get to the main point shall we?! Forget about what I've just said as it has nothing to do with it.
The main point is the fact that I'm bored and that's the reason why I made this blog... -The End-